I miss my friends a lot...Nothing much today...still sick but my temp has gone down maybe b'cos of bathing ice cold water last night. May be goin to school tmr but i may need support wherever i go. Can't seem to focus at where i'm heading to.I'm still thinking about band. Still can't accept the truth actually. What happen to us on the 31st of March 2009? Why can't we play just like the way we used to when performing in front of the school or parents? There's a lot of whys to be questioned in my head...haix...I'm not going to console myself saying that we did our best in this SYF cos if i'm doing that, i'll just be lying to myself. I believe we can get a better result.To that very special person out there:I don't know if I occupy any special place in your heart but all i know is that you suddenly became special to me on the night that i dreamt about you. Now i realised that i just can't bear to part with you. Don't know if you feel the same way too. Separation is going to be a heart-tearing experience for me. I don't wanna go through it....
writtern @6:19 PM
