I'm alone at home...
Stress, frustrated and depressed...
Think I'm suffering from obsessive-compulsive disorder
Yes, I admit that I'm a loner...but this is not the life that i want...
I want to be the old me again...
The one who usually hangs out with her friends everyday...
The one who may be considered as quite rebellious...
The one who never cares about her studies...
But NO!!!I know that that path is wrong and that this path is right...
Have to set my mind straight...have to differentiate between right and wrong...
Went out to get some fresh air...don't want to reach home so soon so i chose to walk one big round...hoping that the road would be endless...
I just couldn't control my temper, can't control my feelings...
I'll get upset and frustrated over simple things like unable to solve maths questions...
I'll keep getting upset knowing that my friends would forget about me in the future...
Knowing that we would have to separate cos separation is part of life...
And I'm afraid of how life's gonna be like in the future...
Really afraid...
writtern @8:55 PM
